Monday, April 30, 2007

en route




this morning... sparrows sing...
and i want to see you.
want to see you again.
this feelings over me.
don't know what's coming over me.

now i see you...
but i haven't met you... and i miss you.
bringing you closer to me.
want you closer to me.

now i know its late.
making everything .
all the girls in nyc make me feel so alone.
this is when it hits me ...3:30...
reaching for the phone... 3:30am...
waiting for the tone...
but i know it can wait...
and i feel an absorbing orchestrated fate...

now i see you...
but i haven't met you... and i miss you.
bringing you closer to me.
want you closer to me.

moon shines true blue
its late....
and tomorrow
will the sparrows sing?
will you glow?
knowing what's come over you... before you...

now i see you...
but i haven't met you... and i miss you.
bringing you closer to me.
want you closer to me.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Monday, April 16, 2007

5

there's a sense of warm sea salt rising. i know she's near.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Monday, January 30, 2006

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

happy



things seem different since i met her

Monday, January 23, 2006

g

d

a

e

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Monday, January 16, 2006

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Friday, January 13, 2006

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Monday, January 09, 2006

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Friday, January 06, 2006

Thursday, January 05, 2006

turbidity



i woke up this morning wishing it was today.
the summer on the fresh waters of wappapello.
water moccassins sliding and hissing.
oars dropping and wishing.
and i'd be happy when i find myself drowning.

drowning,
drown and breathe beneath the algae green..........
where the creatures sleeping deep in the dimly lit cove
waiting for me.
waitng for my clumsy breath.
wrap your webbed hands around me and take me down ... show me your world of murky glow.

i'd belong there.
where i've never been.
calm sunlight quietly cruising.
wicked moonlight sparkles without choosing.
the creatures waiting for the wake.
waiting for me to drown.

Monday, January 02, 2006

Friday, December 30, 2005

grey




this is higher than he's ever flown.
higher into lonliness.
he vanished into nottthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhing.
grown into the ghost.
the ))sparrow(( ghost his mother always said he'd >>>> be...


there's no lonliness insiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide,
today he's brooookkkkkeeennnnnnnnnnnnnn.
invisible in the pink clouds toniiiiiiighhhhhhhhhtttt,
he's falllllllllllllling,
feathers fluttering.

chinese girl you've passed him by 1 million times.
he 'thought he was the only one but that was just a lie.'
you were the only one... at least at that time.
now the ))sparrows(( lost flight control.


there's no lonliness insiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide,
today he's brooookkkkkeeennnnnnnnnnnnnn.
invisible in the pink clouds toniiiiiiighhhhhhhhhtttt,
he's falllllllllllllling,
feathers fluttering.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Sunday, November 06, 2005

mammoth cave



this is the part i didn't see coming.

kentucky blue i find myself thinking of you.


and i think this is what we should do.

unlock the door in the alley. I'm returning from the desert tonight.
bring a couple bottles up the stairs. i'll see you on the 3rd floor.
with the winds open.
we'll drink till the morning sun.
drinking in the morning sun.

kentucky blue i've been dreaming of you.
i can be your lonely you.
i can see you through.
10 years to wait for you.

another day without.
i'll be thinking of you.
waiting for kentucky blue.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

nine days




the ivy is drenched and bleeding.
pit-pat, pit-pat, pit-pat, and pit-pat.
pit-pat, pit-pat, pit-pat.
piercing.

Monday, October 24, 2005

moray sleep




i'm alone and not without you.

eels glow across the studio.

looking so hungry at me.

they glow so brightly.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

sea base architeuthus




the colors shining with squid ink.
there's solace beneath the beat.

beating.

beating.

b e a t i n g.

breathing.

breathing b b b b b b beats.

calm humidity

Monday, October 03, 2005

Friday, September 30, 2005

Thursday, September 29, 2005

dehydration



you just keep trying to get free from the minute love.
just a moment, free from the moment of.

moment of...
here it is again swallowing among the ghost where you're hiding.

you broke down my fuse box.
you wore out my last heart.
wore out heart...
you told me what we needed was more to lose.

iiiiii iiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

it's time to head for the desert.
till you find your moment, just a moment.

this time...
and what if it feels right this time. this time.

you broke down my fuse box
you wore out my last heart
broke down the fuse box...
you told me what we needed was more to lose.

iiiiii iiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Monday, September 26, 2005

Friday, September 23, 2005

her deep cryogenic sleep



she left the orchid fields on sunday.
september. 10:30pm.
there was this blackout and then this dislocated dimension of dark eyes surrounded the platform.
the strum of the praying mantis was weaving a yellow focus.
strumming and strumming.
off in the distance the brakelines corroded and snapped on the 10:34pm to nova scotia. turned from a local to an express.
the mantis strummed. the platform was rising under the express turbulence.
a golden chalice in her knapsack was hiding under dirty linen.
hiding under dirty lip gloss.
she needs to get on a train away from the orchid fields.
away from the mantis strumming.
she turned hoping for the next train.
and the mantis strummed...

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

slainte


in the storefront window.
so many spokes.
so many chainrings.
so many kickstands
so much metal.
so much lemonade to sell.
so much to pedal.

sigh...

citrus handlebars cruise on gravel.
9 years of miles.
adventures.
chores.
flats.
tulips.
climbs.

rains...

rusting here in county mayo.
abandoned.
rusting.
stained.
orange.
brown.
coroding.

sublime...

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

hara

Monday, September 19, 2005

september 18



in central park sunset,
in central summers end.
the forecast...
chuppah undertow.
to breathe in those smiles.
high voltage colors and shapes.

through temple you found your surface.
watched all those satellites fall out of flight.

through opening, you found your union.
watched all those 꿈 become so clear.

soju flavored tears.
swelling in kireogi flow.
in central park sunset,
in central summers end.
this is where you began...

Friday, September 16, 2005

reentry