sortie

carbon glow

saw a haunting image the other day.

a haunting image of you.


saturday

on the F train.


at 6:13pm est


at 7:13 am seoul time

an alternate twin of yours.

only on an alternate time frame.

maybe 6 years younger than your reality.

in an alternate reality.

with an alternate group of friends.

in an alternate state of mind. yet the same as yours.


she was carrying wild flowers from a deli. wrapped in clear cellophane.

quite but smiling . and laughing aloud. and smiling big.


and quietly she placed the flowers to her nose and breathed in. when she breathed in... the cellophane wrapped around her mouth in a suffocating cocoon. she breathed out the plastic - and the plastic released, covered with foggy breath and condensation. then she did it again. suffocating herself for a moment... then releasing the floral cellophane. it was eerily beautiful.

she scared me.

and made me smile.

absolute pms285

unintentional

kingfish

chimera

delta

slumbered so deeply.

woke with the bends.

white, red, black, pale

i'm falling down
falling down again...

im falling down
falling down again...

i'm falling down
falling down again...

down

down

i'm falling down
i'm falling down again...

down

down

flourescent burn has sunk in
burned so deep within

blind

blind

i'm falling down
falling down again...

down

down
(sfx: thunder- boom, boom, boom, boom)

overflowing angels burning in my skies
smoldered wings stain our eyes
their vanishing beneath all the clouded skin
burning...

farther than you can see.
higher than you can ever be

i can't give you what you wanted
i'm a front page story
not the kind with blazing glory

crumbling... mountains...

into black...
into red....

i'm falling down
falling down again...

im falling down
falling down again...

i'm falling down
falling down again...

down

down

i'm falling down
i'm falling down again...


down

down

arisen III

arisen II

arisen I

one point

seiche

tidal

i'm on the A or the C...
and screens are locked in my room...
waiting on the moon... wrapped in a cocoon...
and wrapped in feeding tubes.

take me home.
bury my words in a secret...
please take me home
and let me freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

huenami

pouring warm orange.

in careless dandelions we're waiting.
and waiting soaking wet.
together soaking warm.
soaking wet in warm orange.

in crashing electric flashes.
lost and found and wanting... standing in me.
reaching for you.
and we know what to do.
shining like you do.
and i can shine for you.


floating in warm orange, winds know what to do.
in the lightning i want to shine for you.

and we know what to do.
shine for me.
i shine for you.
know what to do.

there's warm orange soaking through...

en route

this morning... sparrows sing...
and i want to see you.
want to see you again.
this feelings over me.
don't know what's coming over me.

now i see you...
but i haven't met you... and i miss you.
bringing you closer to me.
want you closer to me.

now i know its late.
making everything .
all the girls in nyc make me feel so alone.
this is when it hits me ...3:30...
reaching for the phone... 3:30am...
waiting for the tone...
but i know it can wait...
and i feel an absorbing orchestrated fate...

now i see you...
but i haven't met you... and i miss you.
bringing you closer to me.
want you closer to me.

moon shines true blue
its late....
and tomorrow
will the sparrows sing?
will you glow?
knowing what's come over you... before you...

now i see you...
but i haven't met you... and i miss you.
bringing you closer to me.
want you closer to me.

fortune 4

fortune 3

fortune 2

fortune 1

arson

3rd braille

5

there's a sense of warm sea salt rising. i know she's near.

バレンタイン

monday on that exoplanet

happy

things seem different since i met her

g

d

a

e

tomorrow

mogwai terror

midtown borealis

confinement

vanilla vegas

solar spins

athens view II

athens view

alternate side of the street

cobblestone homicide

balanced pour

clarity

obmud yawnur

turbidity

i woke up this morning wishing it was today.
the summer on the fresh waters of wappapello.
water moccassins sliding and hissing.
oars dropping and wishing.
and i'd be happy when i find myself drowning.

drowning,
drown and breathe beneath the algae green..........
where the creatures sleeping deep in the dimly lit cove
waiting for me.
waitng for my clumsy breath.
wrap your webbed hands around me and take me down ... show me your world of murky glow.

i'd belong there.
where i've never been.
calm sunlight quietly cruising.
wicked moonlight sparkles without choosing.
the creatures waiting for the wake.
waiting for me to drown.

bkyln cryosphere

grey

this is higher than he's ever flown.
higher into lonliness.
he vanished into nottthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhing.
grown into the ghost.
the ))sparrow(( ghost his mother always said he'd >>>> be...


there's no lonliness insiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide,
today he's brooookkkkkeeennnnnnnnnnnnnn.
invisible in the pink clouds toniiiiiiighhhhhhhhhtttt,
he's falllllllllllllling,
feathers fluttering.

chinese girl you've passed him by 1 million times.
he 'thought he was the only one but that was just a lie.'
you were the only one... at least at that time.
now the ))sparrows(( lost flight control.


there's no lonliness insiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide,
today he's brooookkkkkeeennnnnnnnnnnnnn.
invisible in the pink clouds toniiiiiiighhhhhhhhhtttt,
he's falllllllllllllling,
feathers fluttering.

26/36/48

148 grain

mammoth cave

this is the part i didn't see coming.

kentucky blue i find myself thinking of you.


and i think this is what we should do.

unlock the door in the alley. I'm returning from the desert tonight.
bring a couple bottles up the stairs. i'll see you on the 3rd floor.
with the winds open.
we'll drink till the morning sun.
drinking in the morning sun.

kentucky blue i've been dreaming of you.
i can be your lonely you.
i can see you through.
10 years to wait for you.

another day without.
i'll be thinking of you.
waiting for kentucky blue.

nine days

the ivy is drenched and bleeding.
pit-pat, pit-pat, pit-pat, and pit-pat.
pit-pat, pit-pat, pit-pat.
piercing.