sortie

carbon glow

saw a haunting image the other day.

a haunting image of you.


saturday

on the F train.


at 6:13pm est


at 7:13 am seoul time

an alternate twin of yours.

only on an alternate time frame.

maybe 6 years younger than your reality.

in an alternate reality.

with an alternate group of friends.

in an alternate state of mind. yet the same as yours.


she was carrying wild flowers from a deli. wrapped in clear cellophane.

quite but smiling . and laughing aloud. and smiling big.


and quietly she placed the flowers to her nose and breathed in. when she breathed in... the cellophane wrapped around her mouth in a suffocating cocoon. she breathed out the plastic - and the plastic released, covered with foggy breath and condensation. then she did it again. suffocating herself for a moment... then releasing the floral cellophane. it was eerily beautiful.

she scared me.

and made me smile.

absolute pms285

unintentional

kingfish

chimera

delta

slumbered so deeply.

woke with the bends.

white, red, black, pale

i'm falling down
falling down again...

im falling down
falling down again...

i'm falling down
falling down again...

down

down

i'm falling down
i'm falling down again...

down

down

flourescent burn has sunk in
burned so deep within

blind

blind

i'm falling down
falling down again...

down

down
(sfx: thunder- boom, boom, boom, boom)

overflowing angels burning in my skies
smoldered wings stain our eyes
their vanishing beneath all the clouded skin
burning...

farther than you can see.
higher than you can ever be

i can't give you what you wanted
i'm a front page story
not the kind with blazing glory

crumbling... mountains...

into black...
into red....

i'm falling down
falling down again...

im falling down
falling down again...

i'm falling down
falling down again...

down

down

i'm falling down
i'm falling down again...


down

down

arisen III

arisen II

arisen I

one point

seiche

tidal

i'm on the A or the C...
and screens are locked in my room...
waiting on the moon... wrapped in a cocoon...
and wrapped in feeding tubes.

take me home.
bury my words in a secret...
please take me home
and let me freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

huenami

pouring warm orange.

in careless dandelions we're waiting.
and waiting soaking wet.
together soaking warm.
soaking wet in warm orange.

in crashing electric flashes.
lost and found and wanting... standing in me.
reaching for you.
and we know what to do.
shining like you do.
and i can shine for you.


floating in warm orange, winds know what to do.
in the lightning i want to shine for you.

and we know what to do.
shine for me.
i shine for you.
know what to do.

there's warm orange soaking through...